Peanut Butter Head
I was told by several after my last blog, that I shouldn’t be bitter, negative or that I should’nt grumble too much.
I don’t.
If people really knew me, the real me, they would see from the eyes of their heart instead, and not through the judgment of their minds that I have been unjustifiably mistreated. We’re humans and we have rights even if we work in the most terrible of situations {*}. Be in the person’s shoes and feel – instead of judging, that’s what blogs are for – feel how the other person must have felt and what she went through before pointing the damn nose-pickled finger!
Ewww!
Though I rarely complain and get all flustered up over trivial issues, what happened to me in the past few weeks really got to me – I was appointed by the Prime Minister’s Department two years ago to be with the NGO to create something from nothing, to work, and make things happen – to build! But then when you have a huge ego sized peanut butter head as a ‘chief rubber duck’ in the NGO with other agendas you either suck-up to him because…
- You’re a woman, and women are second class citizens here in Malaysia – unless you’re in the flesh pleasure trade and serve the best interest of those with pricks.
- You are in need of a job because the economy is so bad that if you land a job that pays the rent, you’ll take it.
OR
- You have stashed some savings and have preferred to create your own job – because dealing with bureaucracy is an easy game for you, you like dancing with wolves and love the thrill!
- You have money stashed for a rainy day, and decided to leave the country because you’ve had it with the bullshit that has been thrown at you from people with huge ego sized peanut butter heads.
For crying out loud – the NGO must realize that the world is at stake if they really meant what has been drafted and proposed. I went for it because …
- I dislike turning down an Organization because they were in need of help
- I dislike not utilizing my skills when I have time on my hands.
- It was a multi-faith Organization promoting harmony amongst people {hey there are not many out there – most are religio-fascists and are fronts to some terrorists organizations}
- I favored the Cause, and believed it was high time someone did something about it
- I needed a job because I wanted to exercise my expertise, and skills acquired over the years before leaving the country for greener pastures {hey, I didn’t come from a wealthy family, so I have to work my way up you know!}.
I am not blind, neither am I a child who just graduated from college not knowing my hat from my gloves. In the last days, people are seen scurrying to create this or that – words are cheap, and sentiments plastic. It would be easier if the huge ego sized peanut butter head realized that human capital is a billion dollar industry. If you have good workers, hold on to them – you don’t dismiss them because they’re in your way to your scheme of things!
You cut me open, and you cut yourself up and what do you see? We’re all the same inside {maybe I’m a bit strange because I’m an Alien, but that’s another story!}, but the point of it all is if a huge ego sized peanut butter head can’t manage a ten person outfit how on Planet Euphoria is he going to manage the Foundation once it’s been launched, let alone preserve harmony amongst the peoples of the world?
Yeah, not some backyard in someone’s little Summer house, but The WORLD – this is a good Cause – to preserve Harmony is not easy – we’d have bliss after years of war, famine and … talk about the Antichrist, and here I have ‘bigger’ problems with a huge ego sized peanut butter head! You know the great thing about being a simple person like me, is I rarely forget what people say about other people, and boy, the huge ego sized peanut butter head had said so many things about everybody in high places and he should realized that if he stepped on my tail {or my blonde hair} that I’m not some bimbo he can get murder away with easily!
Huge ego sized peanut butter heads should try to communicate thoughts through their brains, rather than their tongues for the power of a message weakens, as the volume of voice increases. In other words, self-proclaimed men of Faith, should learn to humble themselves – shouting defeats the purpose of true reflection of hearts embued with enlightenment.
Have you been in a similar situation? What would you do if you were in my shoes?
{*} Internet service crawls; people with agendas prefer backstabbing instead of putting to tasks; Employees are not replaced when they leave, leaving the rest to undertake every other tasks; etcetera.
Tagged: Inept Bosses, Malaysia, NGO, Politics, Social