Divine Providence

January 5, 2009

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A friend called all the way from Europe. 2009 is going to be a year where the world changes – it has been chartered in the Heavens. Unfortunately or otherwise, some are oblivious to it.

“So, will you be coming back this year?” he asked. I was dumbstruck – speechless needless to say. I’d like to return to Europe – but franchement, do you think Europe deserves The Goddess? America doesn’t despite the massive spams I’ve been getting from that Green Lottery that’ll turn a defector into a terrorist! Mind you, anyone who supports WAR in any form, is a terrorist!

For crying out loud is it really that difficult to not be in chaos?

If you invade someone’s country, and get the League of Nations to establish a ‘land’ and make no-man’s island yours’ is it really yours’ ? With the trillions they have in their vaults, how difficult is it to acquire lands all over the world, and call it theirs? But no, someone had a better idea to invade, like Bush did in the recent Iraq war on the pretext of WMDs, and Oil but in reality we do know the truth – just reading The Protocols of the Elders of Zion as bedtime reading is good enough to gauge the hands behind the operatives, and how things are being controlled herein Earth. The World is NOT blind. Thank gawd, I’m not of this world!

Ne sous-estimez pas les petits adversaires .. un lion se voit, pas un virus!

Eric repeated his question – I nodded. Obviously I was surprised he called, but I’m always surprised when friends call – to take the time, to call instead of emailing is such an act of Love. I’m saddened really – I did say, that if ever I were to return home, I’d just relocate for good. I’d like that, but there are matters to be looked into at the moment, and Paris just seemed like a sepia in my mind. I do still ’see’ L’Ile St Louis, when I close my eyes, and sometimes even smell the scent of young men.

They don’t call me a Jew, Jesus, or Mohammed for nothing!

My senses are acute Darlings, they are. I can literally feel when one is in need of a good you know what! But I was tired to even trace the idea of returning home. Eric wouldn’t understand. He’s a human!

Memories are good – but now when I close my eyes, I rarely see your face… I can hope to recall your excitement the first time we bumped into each other, but sweetheart, if you don’t make the effort to remember or recall me in your heart, there might be a minute chance I will remember your green eyes, and your beautiful fingers. Eric went on talking about how difficult it is becoming in Europe, the situation in Palestine and the monetary crisis, but darling you know too well, that the situation in Malaysia will rip the buffer by June. It really doesn’t look good, but I’m not a material person. 

La femme est plus genereuse que l’homme, et elle ne s’attache pas seulement, comme celui-ci, a la beaute exterieure!

I’m a lover – and the only material thing about me, is the idea of having your skin against mine. We spoke for a good half hour – I asked if it would be great to return… he said it would be great if someone would hire me. I laughed. I can be very cynical. I happen to live on Planet Earth. Meanwhile Brown Cow, dropped by and we started working the whole day today.  We need to get our project off the ground and soon too. I still need to pay rent!

L’homme fait à l’image de Dieu n’a pas besoin pour vivre pleinement de plus de dollars, d’un meilleur emploi, d’une plus belle voiture ou maison, etc. NON! Il a simplement besoin de réaliser qu’il y a en lui, dans son être profond, au centre de ses pauvretés, une présence de feu, de vie, d’amour, de tendresse qui attend sa détente pour jaillir et inonder sa vie. Un arrêt de «jugement et de condamnation». C’est là la vraie divine Providence toujours prête à agir dans toutes les situations possibles. Jésus nous a dit de ne pas nous préoccuper des soucis de la terre, signalant que ce sont les païens qui font ainsi. Il nous demande seulement de nous préoccuper du Royaume {Matthieu 6, 33-34), ce qui veut dire la recherche de l’harmonie avec ce qui habite en nous, dans notre être profond. C’est là l’essentiel, le plus beau, le plus magnifique!

It really is tediously lucrative, but I’m not going to toot about it to all those who simply adore talking about money but fear investing in it. I thank a Malaysian friend for pointing me in a direction where available funds are bursting at the seams. You want that kinda information? I’m cheap, I only charge a two point five percent of the total funds acquired. And yes, I can be terribly blunt as you may have well read through some of the blogs herein, but hey, I’m a lady, I have the prerogative to be a babe, in total control of herself!

“Pfft! Je ne sais pas vraiment … ” I added. Eric sounded disappointed. I said when I’m at Charles de Gaulle, I’ll drop him a text message, or at best, call. We agreed. It’s really not difficult to honour one’s word you know. Being human takes a bit more than just wearing a body and looking good. I wanted to write about my new MacBook after the other call I had on Skype from a friend in Dubai. The iSight camera went kaput – damn! the thing is not even a week old and any hardware assembled or made in China, is so not the thingy you’ll want to keep for life.

I still miss my T42… but that’s in the past darlings.. IBM Malaysia promised that my Think Centre will be returned today from the IBM Hospital, but things are not what they seem in a country where snails move faster than any being with three legs. Promises are lies told with convictions! Maybe when the company has been established, I’ll just pass this 13 inch white slut of a macbook which is not yet 1 week old to someone else. Just maybe things will change for the better.

Notre vraie nationalité est l’humanité ~ Herbert George Wells, Extrait de “The Outline of History”.